ForsakenOrder

I’m blushing right now, but I’ve decided to finally speak about the first time I…

I was sleeping on the seabed,
layers of mud
covering me.
I woke up invigorated,
timeless.
then I understood
that eternity
is just that.

This is not the life I wanted for me!
Some would say it and some would remain silent about it. Some people still don’t know and even I don’t know what is happening, but, at times, we all have the slight feeling that life is cornered in a dark and inhospitable place from which we would […]

…that I am officially GAY! Too much bullsh*t going around w/ men…I’m sick of it! (Lindsay, here I come!)

Once upon a time, there was…
A season full of light
A cascade of words
A resting warrior
A stubborn sadness
A disturbed smile
A straight path
A washed face
A river of cold water
A couple of, hundreds of, millions of unstoppable tears
A broken wrist
A February sky

An endless embrace
There was a time …
 

Sometimes I feel that life has managed to toughen me…
My tears are many, but not eternal.
I try to be a happy Ent,
and, beyond the pain I feel daily,
try to see and remember each time
every moment, every person, every action that used to make me happy.
The sun, the warmth of a forgotten hug, the sound of […]

Happy Birthday, honey! 
Dari’s: I am so friggin’ proud of you, you cannot imagine! I hope this day finds you happy and with a clearer view upon things and life in general. Remember, the most challenged ones are the ones who are being loved! So be happy you are being challenged! Love ya, hugs and kisses!
Aleera’s: […]

Just wishing all the best to my friend, Dave. Happy Birthday! May all your wishes come true…lots of love and happiness…and eat some cake! xoxo

I’m pissed!!! I got to go take down the tinting from both front door windows of my car ‘cuz some bullshit cop doesn’t have something better to do than chase my ‘tinted a$$’. Apparently it’s too frickin’ dark for the tinting laws in this stupid state. OMG, California SUCKS b*lls! So now my gorgeous car is gonna look retarded…some windows […]