ForsakenOrder

Let’s say you have to deal with a specimen like this. You cannot avoid meeting this creature, you cannot avoid talking to her, even petting her just a little, just to make her feel important and above everything in this world. Let’s say you have to cope with this creature for….one day, your purpose being […]

I, at night, don’t dream.
I remember absolutely nothing. nothing. nada.
but
when I open my eyes in the morning
I’m still imprisoned inside the foggy cage of a dream without dreams

Man, I swear I can be a chicken shit sometimes!
Romanian weather used to be quite nice up to this year. Us, Romanians, have an old saying “God placed Romania in the safest place on the earth. No hurricanes, no extreme weather, no tornadoes” and so on and so forth. Except weather has changed over the […]

I am going to write this to you here, because I know you’re reading. I am not going to say your name because I don’t need anybody else to get the idea. I just want YOU to get the idea!
How dare you say something like that, Ms. C.?
“What the heck is Dariana doing here?” […]

… because ultimately what happens is good, I am alone on my own at least. The friends, buddies, him… they are only ghosts of the past. Entities that used to gravitate around my universe.
But how comes these days nothing ever seems to collide? Generally speaking. As if we encountered ourselves all this time without having […]

I am bent, not broken! Just bent. I can fix myself.

On my way to work, after a week of vacation, peace and relaxation. I met someone I knew a long time ago and she was looking at me like to a ghost. And when I talked to her, the first thing she told me was: I’m so glad to see you look like that, I’m […]

This is part six of my things I will never forget list.

THOSE dreams.
Going to the cinema every week.
The first time I saw LOTR. Had to see it twice to realize there’s going to be a sequel.
Cheating at poker in order to see M. naked.
The time the vineyard was set on fire. Not by me.
The time […]

I fucked up my iPod yesterday! I’m so cranky right now I would cut your throat if you piss me off, shiiit!
You see, I’m a music addict, gotta have music in my ears wherever I go…at work, at the Mall, to meet my friends, when traveling, when eating, when exercising, when doing my homework and […]

Is beautiful!
Something must end in order for something else to begin. Therefore, do not cry for what has ended, but be grateful for something that is to begin.