Recover the Lost Knowledge
I am going to write this to you here, because I know you’re reading. I am not going to say your name because I don’t need anybody else to get the idea. I just want YOU to get the idea!
How dare you say something like that, Ms. C.?
“What the heck is Dariana doing here?”
What do you actually want to say by that? I heard you because, different from you, I do pay attention to what happens around me!!! What is your problem anyway? What gives you the right to say I wasn’t supposed to be there? What was that anyway? YOUR place? Do I hear excursiveness anywhere? Just because you are what you are and I am what I am, respectively somebody lower in the hierarchy….do you think this gives you the right to say something like that in front of other people, but behind my back? WTF? If you didn’t know by now, I did have a lot of respect for you and I did trust your words and your “sincerity” but you really make me say something to you, something I will regret saying, something which does NOT define the person I am!!!
You should be ashamed of yourself for acting like a jerk when all I have ever felt for you is deep respect. God dammit, stop confusing things! I don’t want to be a part of a stupid war! I AM NO ONE’S PUPPY, I AM NO ONE’S RIGHT HAND!!! I am there because I have nowhere else to be for now, GET IT?
Stop talking behind my back, stop including me in some groups I myself hate, stop putting a sign of equality between me and some people I do not fancy being around either, but am forced to do it because of certain circumstances! Stop! If you have something to say, tell it to my face. Oh, and something else: I’m forced to eat a lot of crap because I don’t participate in certain conversations or certain conflicts which include YOU! So stop feeding me crap as well because I can be rude and you are going to find out!
To make things even easier for you, just in case still have doubts with identifying yourself in the “main character”: it happened today, at the Atheneum, during the graduation festivity.
Drojdie
May 16th, 2008 at 7:16 pm
Pissed off again, right? I’m more of the rude type, I tell them on the spot
Aleera
May 16th, 2008 at 8:46 pm
That biotch!! I’m calling reinforcements…